but my heart wasn't ready to let go of the past
but he need my love
right now;
right quick;
right fast
And all i could give him were my wordz
with very lil emotions
me thinking all he wanted & needed
from me is, was, & could only be relations
dry
quick
cold-hearted
with nothing but an empty condom rap
but there's more to his story than
the pen could write
the average Joe he's not
compassion,
love,
intelligence
is what he got
so how could i not
-- want to be in his sight
wanting him to want me in his space
where face meets face
hands interlock & confusion sets in
hearts & mind are not aligned
and all this he has done
opening up to him in ways impossible
5 years later so many miles & anythings possible
this is new to me he's loving me in his entirety
dreaming of the day where my space is his space
& we're walking at the same pace
& the next chapter in our book of reality
begins with him and I
and all i can do is sit back and sigh
thank God for helping me
find him before i die....
